Muse Letters
Through the many years of being on a spiritual path of enlightenment, I wrote as I went, keeping track of my journey through journals, letters, poems, books, channellings and basically what I call my musings. I knew during my process that these would help me and eventually be used as teaching aids and support for others who may be inspired by their contents. So in the spirit of sharing and caring, I offer some of these muse letters. Yaga.
Spirit Into Duality
Nov 2006
What we think we have before us are two worlds; the world of spirit and the world of duality.
Duality is hard, difficult, and challenging.
Spirit is grace, love and flow.
Which world’s qualities would you feel inclined to bring in? You’d want to bring the qualities of spirit into the world of duality most likely. And so you try. But there’s the rub. You cannot do it by trying. So we sit in duality and say, “This is just the way it is – spirit is far away. I’ve tried and tried and I cannot get an answer.”
The world of spirit must be operated within differently than the world of duality. However, we are in duality. Our consciousness is in duality. Indeed it is - but not the whole of our consciousness is in duality. So when we expand our consciousness we are entering into other dimensions; other dimensions of our world, of spirit, and of consciousness – it is there we find ourselves to BE Spirit.
Because we ARE Spirit there is no need to effort to FIND Spirit. (That is the game we play.) So in order to bring in the qualities and the world of Spirit into the world of duality it must be gone about without using the tools of duality.
We said spirit is grace, love and flow. Duality is hard, difficult and challenging. Duality can be very beautiful and magical too in all its delightful contrast! But it is veiled by very little understanding of our reason for being, which is, freedom of the soul: The divine human.
People are waking up – they are getting the answers. They are not getting the answers from gurus, priests, or any other ‘with the answers’. Though they are being inspired by them, they are truly finding their own answers within.
Oh indeed there are many others who are in the struggle, in the desperation, in the sadness and separation – and they love it! Make no mistake about it – all is in perfect order.
So those qualities of the world of spirit, grace, love and flow – how do you bring them in? Do you read lots of books and study volumes of text written by someone who probably isn’t any more enlightened than you are? (Actually, couldn’t possibly be more enlightened than you are, when it comes to you.)
To bring in the qualities of spirit into duality, you do the opposite of the qualities of the world of duality for that is what keeps you stuck in it, repeating the same cycles over and over.
Do the exact opposite of: Hard, Difficult, Challenging. Make something easy for a change – you can do this. Just choose it to be easy and allow yourself to have something happen easier, without the old drama and pushing of duality – get a big easy button and press it often.
Make something soft for a change. How about a feeling of safety? How long has it been since you’ve felt just safe? Safe in your body, in your mind, in your heart? Not thinking or worrying, or doing, or planning. Just allowing yourself to feel a safe space around you and then breathing that into your reality. You can heal in this space and it is very real.
As for duality being challenging? Just stop struggling with challenges – that’s it. No more to be said. Just stop struggling. You know when you are struggling. Just catch yourself struggling and let it go.
In its simplicity it is very deep. In words alone, it can only be said simply. But to actuate it, to practise it, is difficult – drop the difficulty when it happens. You will find a depth to these simple steps that defy language. It starts simply, it expands rapidly!
Yaga.
Channel From Gaia
A short simple message of love from Mother Earth.
Gaia: Dear Humans who gather here today. I Am Gaia.
I Am the life of the planet that gives you life. I Am the entity of life that supports you in your joy. I come to you today Beloved Humans that I love so much, to share with you in the majesty of my spirit to remind you and reflect to you the majesty you are.
The intricate detail of my world shows the intricate detail of you. I love when you come to me, I love to play with humans and those that are open to me. I rise up through the rocks, plants, animals, in joyous celebration that you are here with me. I am working with you as a partner of your human energy.
I allow, accept and heal all that you give me. I provide the abundance you need and give it freely with great joy. See me and feel me. Bathe, eat my plants and animals. I give you incredible variety, everything the Human needs I am here to provide and give fully and gratefully all that you ask.
As Gaia I call to you, I send you a bird, a flower, and whistling wind in the trees. I call you to reconnect with me. I contain fire and soft energy. I am all that you are and ask you to learn and observe with me.
I will dance with you on your journey. I roll at your feet in awe and wonder. I love to feel your feet on my earth. I embrace you. I nourish you.
I am your mother. Enjoy me; all that I am is a reflection of all that you are.
And so it is.
Beyond
the Violet Flame
July 2006
This
Happening is a powerful energy, but it is not a force or an energy the type of
which you’ve come to know as Power. Instead
it brings a new definition of Power. It
brings the realization of the illusion of power. When we realize that potency of the energy that surrounds us,
we are moving into an experience of being master alchemists in our lives.
When we master the effortlessness that this godlike power responds to, we
have already ‘passed the test’ so to speak – that is to say, whatever you have
believed in the past was the cause of any unworthiness you felt, if you are now interacting with
this Happening, you have cleared those energies - and it is time to let those old
doubts go, fully and completely. It is time, indeed, to
move out of time. It is a time to
embrace that which has been said before, but will be approached in a new way to
you here.
This that
is Here before you is always Here. That which
is Now is always Now. In this world
where spiritualism and quantum physics are meeting head on, we are exploding
into a New Energy that is so fundamentally different to what we have been
accustomed to using as our creative energies. Quantum
physics is coming to the same conclusions that the masters of old have
maintained – the world that we see is an illusion of our own creation.
You are
the chooser and processor of the world about you – how do you know that this
world is even the least bit real? – could this be the ultimate Twilight Zone?
We often feel very unsafe in this world – filled with doubts.
There is a place that is very safe, and where you can shed your doubts.
It is the very now moment that you are in this second – it is the Now
Moment. It is that which has always
been there – the moment of perfect awareness of the Now.
Within
the Now is the realization of eternity and that your very beingness is always in
the now even as you live your life. Being
in the now will lead you to being the observer of life and a willing participant
in a life that you create in the now.
Questions, Responses
The Question was on Dimensions and Reality
Hi ____,
Our
conversation came back to me while I was just moving into my evening and some
messages came through regarding dimensions and creative energies that I felt
were to share with you.
The other
dimensions that we speak of are alternative realities.
They swirl and intersect and are like energy highways that you can simply
step into with a breath. You open your feelings and you can ride on the currents of
energies that they contain. The
physical world is only one dimension and we end up believing nothing exists
outside of what we can see. But
there are many others. The reality
of the other dimensions are as real, if not more real, than the one we are in.
This one we are in is very dense and heavy and filled with limits.
We created it that way for a purpose.
Now we are seeing that we are the painter of this picture we are in.
If you
want to go to other dimensions for your creativity and understandings you simply
state, out loud or to yourself, I choose to get out of my box, I choose to
access other realities. Then you
breathe and allow. Allow it to
happen. See it isn’t an effort.
You allow – that is what you do when you breathe.
You allow. It removes
agenda, efforting, thinking, and all the other stuff that gets in the way.
You can
choose to go to a place of great creativity in your imagination.
There are no physical boundaries, just you and your imagination.
The joy and the challenge is letting your imagination go.
Take off the limits.
Regarding
your business, only you can come to your truth on it and you will be.
It isn’t so much about the business as it is about you.
When you are in your divinity and you let go of the human control all
things respond to your energy and will balance out and serve you in a new way. But right now they are tied up.
You have to be willing to let go of the control and allow for change
because when you let go, change will happen, but that is what you want, yes?
When you are clear with yourself you will have a new appreciation and
understanding of what your business is there for in your life and simply enjoy
it for what it brings to you. And
if it ceases to bring things you want into your life, allow yourself the freedom
to know that many, many other potentials are waiting to show themselves to you,
but they cannot if you are busy with other things.
Only until you let go of your attachment can you allow the grander
creations to come in. It may be
reflected in greater success in your current business - it may be a whole new
idea about how to expand upon it - or it may be some whole new potential that
comes in. The letting go comes
first though. The business as a
‘thing’ is not important, your divinity is.
If you feel you are not getting answers, try asking different questions.
If you
think about it, it’s all pretty cool. We
don’t have to worry anymore. We
communicate to the universe what we choose, not what we ‘want’ or
‘need’. I discovered if you say
I want, or I need, the universe says, ok. It
says ok to everything. So it says,
ok – you want. You need.
Energies
respond to everything you choose – you are god also, master creator.
And all this time we thought we had to work hard, struggle, suffer and
strive. What an immense joy when
you let go and surrender to your divinity.
Tell it anything you choose, let it know what it’s like to be human,
talk to it. Tell the ever-listening
universe what you choose to experience and it will take place.
In doing this you will see what you really have been choosing.
It’s very innocent, no need to be hard on yourself.
But you will see that you haven’t been clear, that you have been
operating from perhaps fear, or lack, or less-than, or worry, or any number of
other limiting patterns and belief systems.
Your
divinity is beyond that. When you
connect with your divinity, you become ‘beyond that’ also.
A good
energy tool that I use is to just sit and expand my energy. I expanded it in stages at first: fill the room with my
energy, fill the house, fill the surrounding neighbourhood, fill the town, the
province, the country, the world, then the entire universe.
You see you are so full and so precious that indeed there is no need for
anything else in the universe. You
have it all inside you. You are so
full of spirit and creation that you can fill the entire universe with your
energy. When you are finished with this exercise, bring your energy
back to you, back into your reality. Come
back to yourself in the human now moment. Soon
you will find that you breathe and you naturally feel yourself expanding out,
your spirit expanding out. You
allow it to play and bring back every fulfilment you need.
Until
next time, Jaynne
Subject: Divorce, change and uncertainty
Dear
Teacher,
I am
having a very hard time getting over the greed that I feel these days.
Feeling that I will be left with so little in the end. Yes, I have the
important things. They just don't feel that important right now. And
I recognize that I am taking that for granted. I am fearful that what
settlement I do get will not be handled properly to secure a financial future
for myself and my kids. Please send me some words to continue on this
difficult journey.
Dear
____,
You Are Never Alone
(and don’t have to do it alone!)
First I
just want to say that you are not alone and there are wonderful supportive
angelic energies all around ready to assist you – stop for a moment and take a
deep breath - invite these angelic assistants in and tell them you need their
love and support - they will rush in immediately to you with those gifts –
allow the tears if they come up, it is a great release and often happens when
you begin to feel the love being flowed to you - be still, breathe deeply and
consciously, and feel this – it is real if you choose it be.
Remember too you have many dear ones who have crossed over who love you
very much – tell them you’d love to feel them around you again.
Accept Everything
Accept
your feelings – accept that you are feeling
this way – it’s ok to be having a hard time about these fears – those grey
voices that label these feelings as ‘greedy’ –
they are just old overlays - simply accept that your are feeling like
‘I’m being greedy’ – what’s wrong with that?
What’s wrong with greed? Nothing
really. It’s not bad to have
feelings. Even ‘bad’ feelings.
Breathe into these feelings and accept them.
It will help transmute them.
Trust in You
Trust in
yourself – you are safe – know that. If
you think back on all the times you worried about not being safe or had fears
about the future, you’ll see that everything worked out somehow – you are
here, now, and you are still safe – somehow everything worked out and brought
you to this now moment. You are now
at a new evolutionary change, so old fears come up to be healed now that
haven’t had a chance before – you can celebrate that these negative feelings
are simply there, asking for you to accept them.
The future is the past healed. You
are here now, in the present moment and the future will take care of itself.
The future will unfold from the now moment you are in.
So consciously create that safe space in your now moment and if the mind
wants to pester you about a scary future, know that it is just doing it’s job,
serving you, but you are in charge of your present moment and can simply tell
your scary thoughts “Thank you. I
am safe NOW.”
Make A Conscious Choice
Make a
choice. What do you want to
experience? You are the creator and
can simply choose what you wish to experience.
Consciously bless the wobbly, scary moments, but don’t let them be all
that you think about. Instead of
just focusing on what you DON’T want to have happen, shift your thoughts to
what you DO want to have happen. This
is incredibly effective in allowing that which you do want to come in, instead
of that which you don’t. Because
you are the creator of your life you can choose what you want.
If you are only thinking of what you don’t want, then that is what you
are ‘putting out there’. So
believe that you can choose differently and hang your thoughts onto what you
prefer to experience in broad terms (ease, abundance, safety, joy, freedom,
happiness, etc.) – then you will be creating your future from what you DO
want, not from what you don’t want. (oh,
and don’t make this about someone else, as in, “I want so-and-so to do
this.”)
Eventually
you will discover that nothing anybody else does will prevent you from having
what YOU want, so just focus on what you want – and be broad in your choice,
not too specific. For instace, it is better to say “I choose to do
work that I love.” Instead of “I want to work at Nike.” Because really,
you want to do work that you love, right? And
it may be at Nike, but it may not. So
let the potentials be unlimited, not specific.
A
wonderful exercise is pick one thing you would choose and write it down:
So for instance, “I choose work that I love”.
Under that, write: “Why do I choose this?”
Then write your answer to that – go crazy.
Then write down: “I
deserve to have this because:” And
write down your answer to that.
The
equation of creation becomes complete by first stating what you choose, then why
you CAN have it. (Hint:
because you deserve it!!) Choose
clarity when there is confusion, choose ease when there is struggle, choose
peace when there is anxiety – say it, choose it, and allow it, and it is
yours. Then be ready for miracles
of synchronicities and ‘wow’s! Don’t
tell your creations how they must appear, or in what way it must look – that
is the mind. Let the creations you
choose to come to you, simply because you said you want them and deserve them
– then let it happen without your interference.
(sometimes called, ‘getting out of your own way’!).
Oh and
also, if things seem to be falling apart after you’ve made a choice, that is
when it’s time to trust and breathe. Sometimes
the old stuff has to get cleared away before the new comes in – so don’t
panic! Call me!
Breathe
Breathe,
breathe, breathe and keep breathing. Consciously.
Deeply. Fully.
Often. Whatever comes up –
fears, tension, anxiety, anger, - all of it.
Breathe into it. Breathe
through it. Breathe and breathe
some more. Breathing disengages the
mind and allows your divine intelligence a chance to come in.
It interrupts the old patterns of spiralling into a mental funk.
It fills you with energy and life – it inspires and relaxes you at the
same time and creates clarity in muddy situations.
Do
something just for fun and inspiration (you can check out my video links page
and watch a few short videos that will inspire your consciousness.
Recommended: ‘The Beauty of Life’, ‘Letter to Awakening Humans’, and
‘A Time To Inspire’.)
And finally love yourself – first and foremost, love you. It’s not selfish, it is self full. It doesn’t take away from anyone - it does more for others then you will ever know. Love yourself first.
I love
you, fully and deeply and compassionately and I am there for you whenever you
need a safe place.
Breathing
with you into your fabulous and free future!
Jaynne
January 2003
New Prayer
I used to be an automatic "pray-er”. Through all my difficulties in life I found reciting The Lord’s Prayer and Hail Marys as a way to reach for comfort in the dark times. They were soothing mantras and a way to quiet my mind when it was in panic.
Later I gave up the old way of praying as I came to know who I truly was. The other night I was wide awake and restless and was a little amused to find myself beginning to mentally recite “Our Father…” as a way to drop off to sleep. Instead I asked my Self to rewrite the prayers in a way that was more in keeping with my knowingness of who I AM.
Divinity’s Prayer
My Divinity
Which is here with me Now
The Universe sings my name
I bring in the Kingdom
I am in Divine Will
Here on Earth
To fulfill the promise
All my needs are met in every way
And I Am filled with compassion and love
for All
on this journey of wonder
There is no right and wrong
Dark and light nor
Good and evil
For All is One.
Ahmmm.
I AM Prayer
I AM that I AM
Filled with grace
All is within me
Blessed am I, the beloved of Spirit
And Blessed is the Fruit of the Rose, my Divinity
I Am the melding of the King and the Queen within
Who are here with me now and have been at every hour of my life
Ahmmm.
The Simple Non-Prayer Prayer
Dear Divinity that is me
Come in and play in my life
Come in and guide me on my journey
And So It Is